How to motivate me to finish high school?

How to motivate me to finish high school? 

I am 18 years old, from 3years ago (in 2011) I left school because I've been bullying, they treated me badly because I had social phobia, and now I can hardly go back to school again but I also know that it is very important have the side so I wanted to know that I can do to motivate me to finish studying nuevo..y damn high once and for all, you do not want to lend me would happen if I let the studies that I do, they let me leave school xq insisted them a lot, not as a finishing school I dread leaving home life I have been overprotected and continue sobreprotegiendome, I talked with them and nothing, still like what I do, I am afraid of leaving house and pass me something or end losing me, I do not leave home almost never, only to go to the doctor but do not let me go out alone ever, also have agoraphobia and having all these fears do not make me want to go out and scares me not knowing that work or study, and do not want to live to work / study, and I feel that I will end up living on the street, plus some months have epilepsy I overprotect even more and I'm afraid d that others make fun of that disease that I have when I grab the epileptic attacks, I have always been rejected and also I have often felt better being alone bothers me people, I'm really scared of being laughed at does not know what to do with my life wanted to commit suicide but I'm too cowardly to do. 

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Daniel replied 8 hours ago 

I'm a lot like you, I have 21 years and 13 years completed primary and stop going to school and since that day I have been home, I do not go at all, I am neither a friend nor an acquaintance, nothing, I do not go also because I'm afraid to lose, I'm afraid that something happens to me, I'm afraid chaperoning auto, motorcycle, and also scares me ride my bike when I was 18 trying to finish high school but I felt to be very bad, so bad that I almost threw out the window of the group for being run over by some car or by the same group, and also had thought to throw me on the second floor of the school or go outside and throw me down some car or bus that passed was so ugly that time to stop going because I was the living dead. 

Anyway I do not wanna live, I hate life, I hate waking up every day, I think that soon I'll be working, but I will not work for a living and be one more, I will work to buy a gun and shoot me in the head kill or otherwise, life is not for me, nothing excites me as I tried to kill myself but unfortunately I failed ahorcandome but I'll keep trying to get what I want, I want to leave this world and this damn fucking life. 

I'm not really anything in life, I saw my former classmates and they have a life, work, go out, have fun, what about me? locked up at home thinking how to kill myself, without anyone, I'm just a nuisance, a day had gone to cyber and when he came home passed the train and started walking fast to get there before the train, and I was about 4 or 5 meters train, pulled me and could have succeeded, but no, I did not, and at this moment I regret not lying to commit suicide and succeed. 

Really makes me want to get mad at my parents for having brought this damn world, not give more, I can not take more. 

The was 18 I wanted to enter the army to kill with a gun in there but I had the bad luck that never called me, if I had known I would have committed suicide in the first moment that would give me the gun. 

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SUPREME LEVEL responded 9 hours ago 

I would say that you try to have a better job and not depend on someone and so you got your things you need or you like to have my mother is over-protective of me and will not leave home I bone go but home school and occasionally go to the mall or a friend's house after I spend more at home, but I suggest you go to school to have a good future and be someone in life. Ami also cost me but I do my best that I can and that I'm lazy but I'm getting half forward. 

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Aaron Calderon responded 9 hours ago 

Sometimes parents sobreprotegiendonos the shit, the joke was here to talk to chile, tell them to walk because the ******* net and let you live, if you will not avail yourself know yourself, you make clear that and you're big and you know what is good and what is bad. 

And do not be afraid to go out, nothing happens, bullying is something easy to overcome, you live your life, whatever you do will not have anyone happy, but you do not live for happy people if not your same. Echale win.